|Sometimes creativity is like a |
I'm probably a bit more conscientious than necessary most of the time. Truth be told, I'm not at risk for being labeled unreliable by anyone who knows me. When I was in the midst of this woodwind quintet piece and I felt that I was limiting myself, caging in what I allowed myself to create, I made a different decision than what I have sometimes made. I leapt over the precipice of creativity without worrying about any beliefs that might tether me in some imaginary place of safety.
Fully claiming the identity of creator disallows feeble excuses and supercharges intention. Instead of complaining that a certain situation doesn't exist or may be difficult to find, I'm realizing (again) that I'm responsible for creating the situations I want in my life. And being creative with one thing has sparked my creativity across the board. I haven't heard any reports that I've become unreliable or irresponsible. What I am in this space is more reliable and responsible to myself. I know that there will be challenges at some point, but it's always easier to return to something once I know what it feels like.